perhaps i was agp all along?

ok hear me out this is the first time i experience this... so after i took a shower i stared at my naked body in the mirror and i was kinda turned on by my own body?? wtf this has never happened before (im 3y hrt, 4m post-op)

when i was pre-op i avoided mirrors because the sight of my genitalia made me suicidal

why is this happening to me now..... no no no I'm not agp I'm not agp I'm not agp aaaaaaaaah I'm straight and have a bf