Went on date yesterday

At first, prior to the day I was stressed/ nervous my sleep which is even bad to begin with became even less restful.

The date itself was ok, I made some pretty bad mistakes. But its my first date in while

But ultimately It just reminder that I'm not v compatible with many ppl. I kind knew that already but it's different having the experiences. Most of our talk was about aspirations and drive and even though I have my passions. Other people what they mostly mean by that is making money , having high status , owning things. Living a luxious life.

I am total opposite of that. I can't compete in that world I fell off long time ago n there's little way back. I'm pretty much disabled. I have pretty debilitating sleep issues , avpd n possibility autism.

Anyways il cut this short just wanted share and if you want ask anything you can