I don’t understand the Bible…

For context… I’m a 20 almost 30 year old woman with ADHD. I’ve known about God my whole life. I’ve strayed and came back many times… but one thing I struggle with is my Bible.

I don’t understand it. I have a hard time reading it. I don’t know where to start. And when I do I don’t stick with it.

I know certain stories of the Bible. I know what Jesus has done for me… but that’s the extent of my knowledge.

I don’t know how to make it easier for me to understand. I don’t know how to make myself stick with studying the Bible.

I want to make excuses like I have a son… or I’m too busy… but that’s all they are. EXCUSES. I know I can find time… but I’m afraid to fail as well.

Please help in anyway you can. I’m lost.