Am I actually an ENFP?

For context, I have a T 100% ESTJ mother and an F 100% INFP father whom I grew up constantly hearing get told off for being bad at this and wrong about that.

I always thought I was a T because logic does come really easily for me, even easier than noticing my emotions. In a group of Fs, I am the most logically inclined. And i guess in general, it feels safer to be a T in the world, it was safer that way in my home anyways, and I was so used to that thought pattern since it was pushed down my throat.

These days however, I realized that when I meet actual Ts, they feel kinda alien and dry(?), and though I understand their thoughts, I feel a little scared almost, to just be who I am with them.

Teenage years was hell for me, and now that I look back maybe it was because none of my emotional needs were met growing up, and I just felt like a not good enough human being. I also had really bad insomnia that made me want to die cuz effort simply didnt help.

I definitely was (and am) a sensitive person with a lot of feelings, easily hurt, can’t stand certain vibes, loves music and art, etc.

I do like problem solving and analysis, but only if i get to do sth fun with the outcome.

Everyone I meet thinks I’m an ENFP, and quite frankly, whenever I talk to an ENFP, I get so surprised at how similar we think.

Do I sound like you guys? 😬