sematary made me relapse and idk if i should be mad or thank him

bro idk man sematary got this hold on me i was clean for months and then benadryl angyl plays and it’s like somethin in me clicked i swear his voice like unlocked some part of me i didn’t know was there like dude mentions dph and next thing i know i’m holdin a box of pills in walmart like i dont even remember how i got there it’s like is this some sign or curse? like is he a prophet or some demon or am i just trippin?

and it’s not just the music it’s the whole haunted mound vibe like it’s like pullin me into some dark cornar in the woods and i’m out here searchin cryptid rituals at 3am trippin on 600mg like how does he do this? it’s like we’re all in some cult and he’s the only one who knows the rules like he’s the gatekeeper or some shit

also why is everything he drops so damn addicttive? he’ll just scream into a mic with the same beat on loop and i’m playin it non stop like some kinda ritual like i’m wonderin if he’s even human like maybe he’s just the vessel for whoever’s controllin this simulation and we’re just here to see how far we’ll go for the vibes

i swear man i’m losin it but i don’t even wanna stop like if sematary told me to run into the woods no flashlight no shoes just vibes i might just do it