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I was so happy on the 21st thinking no more Shakespeare finally free from deciphering his old weird English But now now I feel like a part of me has been ripped away What do you mean I will never be able to make fun of his absurd plots again????

And then it hits me Space Song by Beach House plays in my head and suddenly everything feels so melancholic What do you mean I will be in 11th grade this year?? What do you mean I will have to prepare for competitive exams??? What do you mean that 2025 and 2026 will be the hardest most exhausting years of my life??

I dont want this I dont want to grow up I dont want to feel this overwhelming weight of the future pressing down on me I want to go back to Class 7 to the simpler days when mistakes didnt feel so irreversible when the world wasnt racing ahead forcing me to keep up

Its terrifying to think that in just 8 days my school will be over That the people I see every day the books I once despised the exams I stressed over will all become memories I thought I would be relieved to move on but instead I just feel lost💀

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