hair loss

hey! new here, hope this is the right place for a post like this.

just looking for some community. i am half zuni (a:shiwi) and intersex, and i have an autoimmune disorder related to my weird gender shit and hormones that has on and off made me lose my hair. after a (brief) remission it’s come back with a vengeance and i will be bald soon.

it is breaking me.

i don’t want to leave my house, i don’t feel connected to the world the way i once did. i live apart from my family (dad’s an asshole, mom remarried a rich white guy who has hated me since i first met him and is pretty much happy to assimilate) and don’t really have anyone to go to because i live in eastern NC. would getting a wig to at least look like the self i remember be wrong? would it make me less? i know this may seem vain and stupid to a lot of people, but my heart is broken.

any advice helps, thank you in advance.