Ye raita kaise sametu?

2024 ke pyq papers mein hamesha 97-98 percentile bane. AYJR mein 97.4 thi. Yesterday I got a whopping fucking 105-110 (22s1). Advance bhi qualify nahi hoga. Thak chuka hu, bahut pehle hi thak gaya tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha kya karu. Kuchh concepts rehte hai.

Mujhe pata hai mai April bhi nahi phodunga. Willpower ke balbute pe to kuchh hoga nahi mujhse realistically speaking. Aur jeevan mein koi aise systems bhi nahi hai which push me to study regularly or do anything consistently for that matter. Andar se koi drive bhi nahi hai achha karne ki.

I don’t know what I should do. I mean I need to study obviously, but how? Please don’t just motivate me - provide some actionable steps if possible.

Ty

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