Why do I do this myself.....

I cant express how much these two games have brought me immense pain. I vividly remember how Kenshi literally drive me insane and on verge of literally crying because how stupid the bugs and npc behavior can actually cost me the entire fucking run. Like HOW THE FUCK A SINGLE SHACK COULD FUCKED UP THE ENTIRE BASE PATHFINDING.While Lobcorp put me onto my knees as I start to consider biting the cyanide pill because my one of my lvl 5 kiddo died at the last moment of day 28. Jesus Christ the sheer dread when I realize it took 2 irl days for an ingame day, knowing it only gonna increade each fucking day. Like I have never felt this hopeless in my life before as every bit of problem could be resolve together with family eventually. But this fucking games, with only me and the stupid code trying to figured out how the fuck the most miniscule, no, literally not a problem from the first place could actually cost me not entire day, but the dozens of hours I have put into the game.

I cant express how much these two games have brought me immense pain. I vividly remember how Kenshi literally drive me insane and on verge of literally crying because how stupid the bugs and npc behavior can actually cost me the entire fucking run. Like HOW THE FUCK A SINGLE SHACK COULD FUCKED UP THE ENTIRE BASE PATHFINDING.While Lobcorp put me onto my knees as I start to consider biting the cyanide pill because my one of my lvl 5 kiddo died at the last moment of day 28. Jesus Christ the sheer dread when I realize it took 2 irl days for an ingame day, knowing it only gonna increade each fucking day. Like I have never felt this hopeless in my life before as every bit of problem could be resolve together with family eventually. But this fucking games, with only me and the stupid code trying to figured out how the fuck the most miniscule, no, literally not a problem from the first place could actually cost me not entire day, but the dozens of hours I have put into the game.