So Glad I Made It This Far
That first 100 days was one of the hardest things I've ever fucking done. Days were spent thinking about it non-stop, and it really doesn't help I was trying to stay clean during a really difficult time in my life. But, the urges faded into random pangs I tried to push away, which faded into simply pondering over it, which faded into just about nothing.
It gets easier, it absolutely fucking does.
That first 100 days was one of the hardest things I've ever fucking done. Days were spent thinking about it non-stop, and it really doesn't help I was trying to stay clean during a really difficult time in my life. But, the urges faded into random pangs I tried to push away, which faded into simply pondering over it, which faded into just about nothing.
It gets easier, it absolutely fucking does.