Is it weird that I'm grieving over Kurt just now, after so many years?

I'm sorry if this post doesn't belong in this subreddit. I wasn't even born by the time Nirvana was popular and Kurt passed, and I just found out about them like last year, being from a country where they're not as famous. I don't even understand why I'm sitting here deeply indulged in a dead rockstar's stories and breaking my heart over them :( I suppose there just is something about this man and Nirvana's music.