Fat shaming

Nakakainis lang ma fat shame almost everyday. Lately, I’ve put on a little weight. Most of my colleagues say mas bagay daw sakin to di naman ako mataba. Pero most of my men colleagues nagsasabi na ang taba ko na daw baka di ako maka akyat ng hagdan. Di lang siguro ako sanay na masabihan ng ganon and I feel like crying now hehe. Pag pasok ko kasi dito sa work na to, ako yung nasasabihang sexy and all that. It has always been uncomfy to me kasi I get sexualized all the time to the point na nagreklamo ako sa HR. Di naman daw ako mataba for most people and my partner adores me kahit ano man ako. It just scares me kasi baka bumalik depression ko and magkaron ako ng eating disorder nanaman just because of that comment. Why can’t men shut up na lang? I just need to get this off my chest kasi mixed emotions ko and I don’t know what to do. I used to exercise naman kaso work has been overwhelming. Anyways nagbablabber na ko. Wala lang akong masabihan guys anyways y