My classmates are lowkey fatphobic 😭 hmo

I didn't expect na pati sa college rin may ganito now I'm feeling more insecure pero I'm doing this illegal diet since january so i hope na may progress after 3months

story happened when we had lunch pero yung next class namin ay medyo malayo sa pinag kainan namin and yung boy classmates namin may mga motor (short info about myself: i'm 5'8 and 65kg) i can't tell if obese ako pero ang liliit ng motor nila siguro matangkad lng ako or sadyang mataba lng tlga ako... you know yung college boys na mga motor ang ginamit? i don't know about motorcycles kaya sorry huhu

tas they suggested na sumakay nalang kami but weird thing happened pinag agawan yung classmate namin na petite at payat na sakanila raw sasakay

I asked them "san ako" tas nagkatinginan sila and the boy said "dito ka nalang" tas sabi nung isa "ay mas mabuti" tinanong ko naman bakit tas parang wala lng daw sa kanya i assumed nadulas lng sa dila nya pero d ko naman binigdeal

during sa trip namin papunta next class sinasabihan ako ni boy classmate in a joke way na mabigat raw ako and everything tas parang i realized ahh ok sa susunod d na ako sasakay sa inyo tas nag sorry nalang ako kasi overweight ako

kaya ever since they would invite me na sasakay sac sakanila out of generosity (they would offer ride sa classmates na ihahatid sa mga bahay pero sakin hanggang gate lang daw 💀) no thanks nalang i would nicely decline

this motivate me even more to lose weight bahala kayo diyan HAHAHAHAH