Can I buy myself flowers?

Hi! Not sure if this is the right tag or flair but im wondering what you think.

I want to buy flowers for myself on valentines. I havent recieved flowers before because im always the giver.

Would it be pathetic if i proceed to do so? I just want to experience the feeling of recieving flowers.I thought of ordering from a shop and just have it sent to my office on valentines.