I have never felt this down
I’m not sure if this is normal or what normal even is anymore. I just got testosterone pellets over a week ago. My T was at 12 so definitely needed them. 3 days ago my cycle started and the littlest thing set me off and I cannot turn it around. I honestly wish I could just end my life. I won’t and I know that sounds terrible. I have no joy in anything, my work just stresses me out, my husband tries to help but just infuriates me. I don’t see the point of calling my primary care bc what will she do refer me to a psychologist? I just don’t know what to do or how much longer I can go on living like this. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.