im too scared of men to date

how am i supposed to go out and date when i don't trust a single one of them? im so fucked up from past experiences with them and i know what they are like and how they think. even the so called "good ones". i know what they say when they think there's no women around. i know that all they wanna do is use me for sex and nothing more. and then there's the possibility that when i do finally meet one that i think truly loves me he'll eventually just throw me away to start a family with a cis girl.