i’m going to make one last attempt to make a friend on monday

i’m giving it one more try. i’m going to a library event monday to try and make a friend my age. im homeschooled, no irl friends, 2 online friends but they never want to talk to me or hang out at all. if i cant make a friend monday, i will be killing myself, so win-win!! i dread it and im also very excited 🙂‍↕️