Anyone else get depressed on test days?

I’m in remission for 5 years now which I’m so thankful for. For the most part, I can forget I have UC and live a normal life as long as I balance my diet. But I keep finding that every time when I have to go in for blood and stool tests or I have my doctors appointments, I get super depressed because it’s a reminder that I’m sick and will always be sick. Of course I’ll always go and do what’s needed, but anyone else feel the same?