I’m terrified that I won’t get surgery due to the pause on federal loans and grants

I don’t know the full story but Trump paused federal loans and grants. Does that mean hospitals will lose funding? Will I have healthcare? Will I get my lifesaving surgery? I just need to wait two weeks until I get my ostomy but what the hell will happen? I genuinely am afraid that I will just be left to wallow in my own blood and feces to die as my immune system destroys my gut. I am probably overreacting but I just don’t know.