ULPT request weight loss

I’m a 26 year old ex dancer who went from a size 10 to a size 16 through pregnancy!! My son is now 6 months old and I need unethical ways to lose weight fast! I cannot smoke to curb hunger/take drugs, or starve as I’ve got to be able to look after my son and not put him in any danger!

I’m desperate to get my body back, I’ve never felt more hideous in my life and I’m pretty sure my husband doesn’t fancy me any more although he won’t tell me, and I’ve lost all confidence! People even treat me differently and I heard friends of friends talking discreetly to my friend at a party about how fat and ugly I’ve got! Please help!!!?