Peaches✨🌙

I’ve been really fucking sad I miss you I’m a deep longing way. Unfortunately(maybe not) not in a romantic way anymore. I remember all of those times, Being attached at the hip. Those long trips we took . You were my best friend. I’ve never had someone listen to me the way you did. I’ve never had someone understand me the way you did .. I miss that. Talking. And being heard, deeply understood. You were a sponge when it came to anything I said. And I to you. We are the same person now.. I’m just as sad as you were, Probably just as lost. Unfortunately, you had more self dignity than I do. Here I am, Getting mistreated by a new person, again. It’s been multiple times, and I’m still here .. A little less of me the more and more it happens. What am I supposed to do though? Be alone ?? I don’t think I know how. Anyways. I miss your mom’s food. I miss your mom. I miss her hugs . “Chavalita”.. I’m sorry. I hurt you as much as you hurt me. I was very young. And I think I’ve always been a little broken. You were very kind to me, I wish you were better to yourself tho. I guess it’s always that way huh.. I forgive you for not saying goodbye to my mom when she passed. I know you were very sick. If it makes you feel better , I never told her we split up. She loved you very much.. I wouldn’t have been able to take care of her if it weren’t for you. You were all I had for a long time.. You saved me many times, too many to count. I’m sure I matched you on that one. I’m not happy… It’s crazy, I’m a lot worse now actually, Maybe even a different person. I’m so lost. I hope you remember me fondly like you said. I only remember the good things from you, Nothing has replaced the spot you created in my heart … It’s still filled with love and appreciation in your absence. You were my best friend. And I know I was yours I look up at the stars and still think of you. We are so close too - you don’t even know it. Looking up at the same sky only a block away from someone who once completed me. I wish you well . I hope we both find ourselves. Bye for now, maybe you’ll find this - I.M.B 🌙