Answer me please

As time went by, I started writing about a character, maybe a fictional one. I began to forget you, started forgetting our memories, started forgetting your voice, started forgetting your face. But I still remember your moves and your look. I haven’t forgotten you yet, but over time, I started feeling like what I lived was just a dream! Are you real? Save me from going crazy. I’m starting to feel like I was imagining the whole story and believed it, and now I’m writing about my imagination!! Was I that uncomfortable with you that I feel like you're not real? Are you real????? Answer me, please, answer me.

But all I know is that even if I’m crazy, my heart misses you, and I whisper your name at all times, without even realizing it. I can’t sleep thinking about you and missing you.

I’m not sorry, and I’m not ashamed of my feelings towards someone who doesn't know me or what they feel about me, and who probably has completely forgotten me. My feelings are natural, not by choice. I loved you with a pure, unconditional love, and anyone who loves this way won’t get past a certain period .