Insecure white women are the worst racists

Insecure white women are the worst racists

Because deep down, they don't feel they have any real value or anything to get their way besides their whiteness, so they use racism to bring their black/mixed/poc woman competition down. They are like narcissistic children saying, "that's not how it goes.. they can't be winning! I'm the best!" It has happened to me over and over again. It really is pathetic to see how instead of using other black women to motivate them to become better, they would rather play nasty and tear down their competitor with racism--because it works. Or steal the black woman style and idea and take the credit for it to make profit. White supremacy at their finest, no shame, they truly feel entitled to everything and when a black/mixed woman is excelling, it is a threat to their white supremacist core beliefs. Then they play the victim when you stand up for yourself.. they don't truly see as much of a human as them.

They are sick people who honestly I pity because bullies are not truly happy with themselves. I actually do see white women as more fragile and more weak than a lot of black/ mixed/poc people who've grown up in America. I think because society caters to them a lot, they are used to getting things just because of their whiteness and so it makes them often not as exceptional as black/poc professionals who have had to work twice as hard and to strive towards perfectionism to get where they are at.  At this point in my life, I do not see this as a good thing because with challenges comes inner strength.. which it is clear they lack.

White people are inherently sick in the USA unless they are actively being anti racist and even then I don't trust it. I haven't truly met a sincere white person from my racist Midwestern state because a lot of them deep down like the privileges they receive and don't feel motivated and want to protect their white brothers and sisters. Liberal white people being okay with helping black people in need so they can fulfil their ego as the white savior.. but if a black/mixed woman does not need their help or does not fit the stereotype, watch that hidden racism erupt to the surface and they will try to tear you down. They are true narcissists, only caring about preserving their ego, money and image.

I had a white supervisor who took the second highest position in a black business to help black people. She admitted to being racist but felt entitled to the role as a white woman and also because she loved black dick married to a black man.  She also was a very insecure obese white woman and it became clear she went into the black community so she could be put on a pedestal specifically from black men unlike how she was feeling in the white community. During my internship, it became clear she was jealous and threatened by me as a mixed black thin black woman. She tried to sabotage me from getting the job, hid learning opportunities from me, and got jealous when she felt like I was shining/taking her place. The white entitlement to feel like she had the right to shine over a black woman in a black business where I would be able to help black people that could relate to me more. She hid her black husband from me as well, she was afraid I would steal her husband and job. Oh the white supremacist projection, she was the one who felt entitled to steal and take from black woman, no? She would never compliment me or give me encouraging words as my social work supervisor and in fact made me feel bad. You would think if she genuinely wanted to help black people, she would know that I probably have gone through a lot of tribulations to get to where I'm at and she would be happy for my success and trying to help me like she is supposed to do as a supervisor.. At this time, she was also running a business for white people to heal  their white supremacy and she used her (Christoper Columbus) discoveries from working with black people as a racist to help her white people because of course they come first, even at the expense of the black people she was supposed to help.. nevermind how they feel, they don't matter.

Who else relates? Thoughts of my experience with supervisor?