Everyone thank you!

Everyone gave me good advice but i thought about it like 10 years now i got the courage to do it. I just decided to take my own life with bunch of sleeping pills and alcohol. Soon enough i’ll be sleeping like an angel and enter my one and only peaceful moment. I’ve been starving myself like 3 days now. So i hope that i don’t throw up. Life is great y’all but for me i’ve seen enough. Everyone treats me the same even my own family. When i decide to do something my parents and my sister just denies it. Even my wife. I got only 1 regret. My son… he is my everything but if i just continue living i think i’ll make his life hell so this is the only option i have. And again thank you for everything. Thank you for talking with me a weak poor man.