I hate my country so much

I think we can all guess which country in south asia is the most extreme when it comes to Islam, since I can't afford to immigrate anytime soon so all I could do is complain for now. I hate my country pakistan so much, I hate the people, and what religious extremism did to the country even more, even arab muslims are more chill compared to pakistani muslims.I don't feel there is any hope for this country im sorry, just recently 3 more people got death penalty for "blasphemy", instead of focusing on bettering the country people are too busy focusing on blasphemy cases. Especially for women, life is not worth living here. Pakistanis have bad reputation everywhere for religious extremism to the point it has been ranked the 4th worse passport, I'd much rather be from any other country than pakistan at this point, even Fricken north korea has a stronger passport than us. Most pakistanis I've been surrounded with are the biggest hypocrites ever, they keep whining about how there is so much "liberalism" in pakistan or how pakistan is not islamic enough while sitting in western kuffar countries and still enjoying the freedom there. It's not fair that these are the people with extremist mindsets get to migrate to western countries and still push on their extremist mindset there creating a bad reputation for all of us. It just sucks being born in a country you want nothing to do with, I can't help but feel resentful. I can't think of any other country that is worse off than pakistan at this point. Pakistanis have to bring religion everywhere online, there could be an innocent random video of birds for instance , pakistanis would find someway to bring religion into that. Everytime there is a video of non hijabi pakistani girl in media, all of the comments underneath would be full of pakistanis claiming how she is going to burn in hell, constantly asking her if she is muslim. I just feel jealous of people who are from more secular countries. Ton of pakistanis want taliban like government as well which makes me feel scared for the future especially since im a woman, the same hypocrites that are sitting thousands of miles away in Canada. In my next life, i just hope I'm born in a more developed country.