Father's

So basically my dad is a working and my mum is a stay at home wife.l'm 18 and l feel like my dad is bare minimum.Yes he pays fees and all that but apart from fees nothing else.He says he is broke but every five years he runs for elections and loses spending millions.Ladt week he promised me a laptop and didn't get it for me.Last Sunday l told him about a friends party and the dress code.Today morning he's telling me he doesn't have money and l told him one week in advance.He hasn't bought anyone clothes for the past one year,we states at home during christmas.l genuinely hate this man.I feel like l just don't want to have children cause if this is how they'll feel l'd rather just not have them.This whole situation makes me wonder how my life in campus will be.l recently just started my own business just to earn something extra. For the fathers that will view this your kids are really suffering if you don't give them something just until they can support themselves. Ps: l've never had a connection with my dad