6 Weeks In!!
It's been about 6 weeks since I quit using porn and porn related material. I say porn material because let's be honest - soft core stuff is everywhere on social media, tv, etc. I had to unsubscribe to certain accounts on all my social media and change settings so that I'm not force fed sexual images 24/7. I use IG a lot and holy crap is it bad despite changing the settings. I've really limited my screen time and that has helped too. I'm a 39F with a high sex drive. I've used porn since my early teens. A small part of my use was due to desire but mostly due to anxiety and loneliness. I'm now filling those voids with more healthy activities I feel so much better now not using it and I feel like my relationship with my partner has improved substantially. We've both made a commitment to not use it anymore. Tired of fake sex and images. I want to explore my sexuality in the real world in my own body and not get stuck in my head anymore. I want real human connection. Love the support given in this group. We got this!! 💪