Experimented with gay friend and now I’m not sure how I feel.

So I was in desperate need of getting laid and was talking to my friends about. The gay guy in my friend group, who well call G, had messaged me. Said he would be willing to have sex with me, nsa. He was being pretty seductive and he promised he wouldn’t tell anybody. I was desperate so I agreed.

We have sex and it was amazing tbh. He gave me the best bj ever and licked my ass. We had sex doggy styled and it was incredible. He has a super fat ass and slim waist so it looked incredible. And he had no body hair so it looked like I was fucking a super thicc women from the back. I came harder and quicker than ever. We had sex missionary as well, which I liked but it was kinda awkward. He kept kissing my lips, neck, chest, shoulders etc which was weird to do with a guy. Felt nice but was kinda strange. He would grab my ass to pull me in closer and moan out my name. It all felt great but it was strange to feel a guys hand on my body and too her a guys voice moan my name.

He said it was gonna be nsa but he invited me over to play video games and watch a movie. But I still don’t know if I’m actually into guys. I don’t think I would ever be able to date another guy and I wouldn’t suck dick or anything. This whole thing left me confused.