You know I’ve never woken and regretted being sober the day before

Just kinda thinking this after last night, random thought I guess.

I’ve had so many times when I was drinking where I’ve woken up in the middle of the night with a panic attack or hungover and thought why the fuck do I this to myself when I know what’s going to happen.

Ive never woken up after being sober the day before and regretted it. I’ve never thought, you know I really should’ve gotten wasted last night….never felt like I missed out on something. Never thought if I had those 6-8 beers I’d be happier right now.